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Nothing alarming, just a forgetful teenager who will mostly likely have a dead battery tomorrow morning. Anyway, as you can see in that quick video, those 2 backyard lights no longer have the side yard in total blackout either. So it was a win-win. And for the last part…this extra camera that gives me a
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You might recall that my backyard has had some questionable activity in the past. From footprints in the snow to whatever the hell this was. And it looked more like a black hole than a backyard. So I got to work and gave it a glow-up. These are powerful little lights that come on a
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Many months ago, we all sort of collectively decided that more outdoor cameras of different angles were needed around my house. Early May, I purchased 2 additional cameras for a total of 4 (currently) May 11th…the knocking was faint but it woke me from my sleep and I decided to manually activate the camera on
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Hi everyone…first I want to apologize for the radio silence. I left the blog and email completely to a take much needed mental break. When I finally checked the blog email, I was floored by how many of you have reached out to check on me…then I was instantly overwhelmed with the feeling that I
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So…If you go looking for me in the Matrix Mysteries FB group…I was banned and my comments on Alex Alex post was deleted. Then, Alex Alex original post about seeing the copy of himself, was re-instated with his comment claiming he knows me, deleted. I can only assume “Alex” is an admin or associated with
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Just wanted to pop in for a minute to say…if you came here from Matrix Mysteries group…from a post made by “Alex Alex” who claims he saw an exact copy of himself on the street, ran after the copy, and it vanished. He’s full of shit. I know lots of you here commented on his
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I’ve started a new job and things around here have been pretty uneventful. Hectic, but normal life kind of hectic. I decided to sit with everything last weekend . All the things I’ve discovered or “seen” these past few weeks…I had the time and quietness to meditate on them. I sat quietly on the sofa
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For those who don’t know, Lola isn’t the name I was born with. But it’s the familia name I go by these days. In Filipino culture “Lola” means grandmother. Since the birth of my Apo (grandchild) “Lola” has even replaced “mom”. We’ve all talked here before about spirituality and religion. What we believe, what works
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The morning after the ‘green monster’…which was Sunday morning…my daughter came over and we moved my grandson into a different room in my house. Not that I thought it would help or change anything, but that’s what my daughter wanted to do, so that’s what we did. Now his new room is across from his
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I haven’t shared much about my Seer connections. It still feels strange to even refer to myself as a “seer”. But the people who have trusted me with their most private thoughts and allowed me to look inside their story, have been some of the kindest people I have met in a very long time.
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For about 2 months now, I wake up in the middle of the night with a toddler foot in my back or in my face. My grandson sleeps here during the week because his mom works 3rd shift. He’s always slept solo and been in a twin bed for about 6 months now. But for
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In case y’all thought I had let this go…nope. My brain won’t let me 🙄 Of all the odd things in my life, this dumb shadow wall is still in my irrational top 3. One night when it pops up, I’ll get the nerve to walk over there..but tonight ain’t that night. Because whatever this
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Tonight I was looking through camera notifications and came across this still shot of the backyard from 3am this morning… “person detected”. I’ve been trying to make it make any sort of sense. So I’m bringing it here to see what y’all think. And a daytime comparison for reference There’s this nagging feeling in the
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That’s her name. The name of the lady who has been knocking on my front door. I didn’t connect directly with her. Mostly because I went into seer space to just try and figure out what the knocking even is. I needed the answer first. Once I was connected the WHAT, then I was shown
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For some reason I’ve really tried to avoid looking for answers for this during sleep seeing. But I think it’s probably time that I do. Got off the phone with my oldest daughter at around 7:25ish. Told her my GS was ready for bed. Ended the call and as I lay the phone down on
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First, I want to say thank you to those who have reached out to me via the contact page and sent an email asking for a Higher Self connection. When I first started this journey, I would have never thought it would have built such a caring and kind small community. I don’t have a
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PART 1 here Monday my grandson’s dad will be gone exactly one year. Just typing that one sentence makes my eyes well up with tears. It feels almost hard to breathe thinking about it. Mostly because I worry about my daughter in the now, and my grandson in the future. I often talk about how
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I’ve been mostly quiet lately. Taking the time that I mentioned I needed to just kinda be with my own thoughts. It not as peaceful as it sounds 😅 It’s more like structured chaos. I mentioned a while back that I’ve been practicing sleep-thinking with more intention, which led to a snippet of sleep-seeing. Since then,
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Last night I wasn’t walking out into the dark too far from the main house, so this morning I went out there and walked to the back of the yard area property line. I took some videos along the way. I started off around the area I stopped last night. And I made my own
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I’ve been taking some time away from most things that aren’t serving me well at the moment. I do that at times and give myself a reset. Odd things still happening around here, but I choose to just move past it without writing or speaking about it. Sometimes it’s just best for me. We got
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My middle daughter and toddler grandson got back into town around 5:30 this evening after a 4 hour road trip from visiting her dad’s family. Before going home, they stopped here as my grandson had an accident in the car, so he needed a bath and change of clothes. Within a few mins of them
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This weekend I’m home alone, 2 of my kiddos and grandbaby went 4 hours South to visit their Dad and his family for the holidays. When my unit is scattered around, I don’t sleep well. Around 2:30am, my little house dog and I sat up in the bed to the knocking sound. I grabbed my
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• Sleep THINKER… Sleep thinking comes from what’s already in my own subconscious. A retained memory or experience of my own. To think and find the answer, the question has to be connected to me in some way. If I were at your house hanging out the day you misplaced the remote, most likely I
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First part of December, I shared that I’d been working through how to find “myself” during sleep-thinking. It took the better part of a month of sleep thinking to sort through things before arriving to the place in my subconscious that I now know to be that of my Higher Self. I touched on that
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The history, evolution, and significance of sleep-thinking, including its cultural, scientific, and modern-day applications: 1. Pre-Scientific Era: Cultural and Philosophical Foundations • Dream Incubation (Ancient Greece): People sought answers to their problems by sleeping in sacred places, such as the temples of Asclepius, the Greek god of healing. It was believed that divine insights or
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Not exactly. While sleep-thinking and dreaming share similarities, they are distinct processes. Sleep-thinking refers to the mind’s active engagement in problem-solving, processing emotions, or organizing information during sleep, whereas dreaming typically involves vivid, often symbolic, narratives or imagery. Key Differences Between Sleep-Thinking and Dreaming: 1. Level of Consciousness: • Sleep-Thinking: Occurs at a more abstract,
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I’ve gotten LOTS of questions about my sleep-thinking state and how my brain works while I’m sleeping. I decided to include my genetic traits here on the blog related to how I sleep, retain memories, and still function without ever experiencing deep sleep state. WHAT IT IS: Sleep-thinking is the phenomenon of solving problems or
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This evening I posted on FB about the way I sleep-think, looking for at least a few comments from spectators that stick out to me. In between waiting for those unicorn comments, I was reading an article about ADHD (a comment suggestion from the post and I don’t rule anything out without at least reading
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Since posting about my daughter and grandson’s mysterious forearm (and thigh) rings, several people have shared photos of their raised rings too! Oddly enough, none of these people know what they are either. Still haven’t found a solid theory, and not one that would apply across the board to everyone. 2 of us mamas are
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Pt 1 here. Odd thing happened tonight when I opened Facebook. The first post that popped up on my feed was a photo of the night sky. And the first comment preview was a video that immediately caught my attention…. I left the persons name for video credit, but I don’t know them from a
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Tonight I took a glass to the kitchen sink to rinse it out, and as I looked up through the kitchen window, I saw this light in the wood line on the north side of my property. It grabbed my attention immediately because its pitch black through the woods on that side. It’s thick dense
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Text convo earlier with a Business friend of mine. She lives in Corpus Christi. Honestly didn’t know what else to say. I’m not trying to lose my small business connections. But here’s me! At home, just minding my own business using the post-it notes my college kid got me as a gift. Seemed fitting.
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Things are weird around here. So early this morning, I posted an entry showing what appears to be a Great Pyrenees running back and forth out of the opening of the tree line at the edge of my property in the middle of the night. Then later this morning around 9ish, I look up and
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By now, most of you should have a pretty good idea of the layout of my property. No neighbors, tucked back in a secluded little spot down a long gravel drive. The area surrounding me has all been zoned commercial property over the years. I own the last piece of residential land. And every once
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January will be here soon. It will be a hard month for my family. My grandsons father passed away near the end of Jan this year. And it will mark 2 years for me since the mauling. Knowing myself, I will throw all my energy into work, random projects around the house, and find 100
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I’ve been trying something new for about a little over a month now, and I’m not sure how to process it just yet. But I need to write about. Back in September, I explained the way I sleep. It wasn’t until my kids were much older, late teens / young adults, that I found out
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Back in 2021, I purchased a 26ft Outback pull behind camper. It was a mess. But I got it cheap and hauled it home. Rotten subfloors, leaking roof, shoddy repairs, the usual for neglected campers. I have 3 daughters, and I know firsthand that sometimes life just kinda throws you a big bag of shit.
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This is a Schedule B from a Title Company I used when I purchased land. It’s the “Exceptions From Coverage” page. Everything redacted in red, isn’t me. it’s my name, and somehow attached to me. But it’s not me. Since I wasn’t financing the purchase of the land, it’s not an issue. But should I
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I unpacked some Christmas decor yesterday and set a few things around the house. In one of the boxes, I found 2 motion activated plastic figurines I picked up from Dollar Tree last year for the grandbaby. A Santa and a Snowman. When I pack things up, I always remove the batteries. So I put
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But dumb things bug me, so here we are. My porch camera view. Day and night. But not all nights. Only some nights there looks like, what my brain can only call “a wall”, just sitting over there across the way behind the swing area. A few nights ago (3am ish) a bug triggered the
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My adult daughter (21) has always had these weird rings around both her forearms, and around both her upper thighs. I call them rings because idk what else to call them. Identical markings, symmetrical to one another, and a tad bit different complexion than the rest of her skin tone. (See pics for the sort
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I’ve been reaching out in FB groups looking for others that may have similar experiences. In one particular group, I got my ass dragged 😅 but it was totally worth it. 1.5k reacts and 1.4k comments. It was…a lot. (It’s a great group by the way) I sifted through the comments and found several people
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Many people have emailed or commented asking about the viewpoint of ‘outside me’ What am I looking at? What am I waiting for? Where did I go? What was I doing? I don’t have those answers, because like you, what’s seen in that entry is all the info I have. But here’s a video from
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Jan of this year, my middle daughter’s best friend of 12 years and the father of her then 1.5 year old son, lost his battle with depression and passed away. He was 21 years old. Today is his 22nd birthday. I help my daughter raise her son while she finishes her college degree and works
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This morning on her way to work, my oldest daughter sent me a video message from her car. A bit after that, her husband calls her. After she gets to work she sends me this text….. I feel like everyone around me is stressed out over how active things have been lately, and honestly the
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My daughter and I raise my grandson together. She’s a young single mom, working and finishing her college degree. Since his father passed away, she and I co-parent. Saturday evening he was at her house. She was cooking dinner and she FaceTimed me. I had literally just laid across the bed in the dark as
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Today has been wild to say the least. 8am: On my way home this morning, as I turned onto our gravel drive, I thought about what my daughter and I had saw. So I decided to drive slowly and adjust my eyes to look beyond the tree line. If you know woods, things all sort
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Part 1 is here. Perhaps someone reading this has seen something similar to what my daughter has drawn here. I felt it was important for her to detail what she saw, herself. I do a lot of reading, but admittedly I’ve never taken an interest in this sort of thing because well, I always thought
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One evening about 2 weeks ago, I picked my grandson up from my daughter’s house to bring him to mine for the night. It was about 7pm and dark on the 15 min drive back to my house. When I turned onto my long, private gravel drive, I flipped my high beams on. My ‘drive’
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End of Sept, I posted about the infamous knocking we’ve experienced in this house since we built it and moved in. No knocking that I’ve noticed since Sept, until a few days ago. My toddler grandson has been sick so I was up most of the night between my bedroom and his. On one of
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Today my daughter came over at exactly 12:29pm. She came in through the back door. I was sitting on the couch doing some computer work on my laptop. She sat on the end of the couch and we chatted while I worked and while she ordered some groceries online for delivery. We sat there together
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I understand curiosity and wanting to know that the story you’re invested in is real. That the person you’re relating these experiences to, is real. Trust is important and it’s not easy to earn, either in the real world or the online one. However, I’ve had a not so great experience of folks stealing my
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Sometimes I get drained and back away from anything that requires extra energy outside of surviving day to day and the bare minimal adulting. I don’t always have something to say or something to write about. Lately, things have felt heavy and out of sorts for me. That happens sometimes and I know it’s a
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I’ve hit yet another road block and it seems as if the Universe is constantly working against me. I remember from 2009 – The Pay the lady from the temp service told me that she gave me an employee card to clock in and out at the factory. I did some digging around online and
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This entry is about my oldest adult daughter (shared here with her permission). Back in February of this year, she lost her wallet. She was at a coffee/ice cream shop with her friend’s toddler child when she remembered last having it. Thinking maybe she put it in the child’s diaper bag, she texts her friend….
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The one night I try to go to sleep at a decent time 🙄. Now I feel bad for dismissing my middle (adult) child late at night when she’d come into my room all in a panic: “MOM! Do you hear that knocking?!” — Girl go to sleep! “I can’t the knocking is freaking me
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I mentioned before that I keep a close eye on ‘myself’ online. While doing my routine checks I find something that’s new and never been there, but the date is 2013. My full name, DOB, my actual relatives, etc is attached to an address in a small town 235 miles West of me. Population 1500.
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So many of you have reached out to me privately via the contact form on my blog and I appreciate you all so much! I would have never imagined that people would actually be so supportive and kind. Many have shared their own stories with me and their own theories about my personal experiences. Then
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From early adulthood until my mid 30’s, I never shared any of my experiences with anyone outside of immediate circle. And by circle, I mean my kids and partner. I’m very much an introvert and staying to myself feels peaceful. It feels safe. Then i started slowly making a few online friends through my business
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Since 2023 – The Mauling The night of the attack 1/29/23, winter weather was moving in. Ice and freezing rain was on the way. When Oliver was ‘detained’ he was not taken by Animal Control that night. That still does not make any sense to me, but none of us were here at home to
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Yes, I have googled myself. In fact, it’s part of my routine to Google myself at least twice a year. I do not have a super common name. I’ve never been successful finding anything about anyone other than the Me that is me. There was one time in my early 20’s that the company I
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My entire life, from my first memories, I have always been awake while I sleep. Not mind racing thoughts. Organized, deliberate, useful sleep-thinking. I work out problems, plan the next day, remember what was forgotten, make and retain mental notes, brainstorm ideas for my next work project, find lost items. I just look around in
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On Sept 3, 2024 – I decided to post a small portion of my story and experiences to Glitches In The Matrix FB Group. If The Phone Lady could take a beating, so could I. I wasn’t expecting much, but with age comes thicker skin. I’ve survived a lot, I can survive ridicule. But to
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I was referred by a close friend to the Facebook group Glitches In The Matrix (it’s a great group BTW). There was a post in the group that she sent to me. My friend’s exact words were “This could be you.” (the experience, not the person) It was an Anon post about a woman that
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The pallet garden bed I built last summer has held up. I had bigger plans for it…but looks like I’ll still get some tomatoes, bell peppers, green beans, lettuce, cilantro, chives, and radish out of it. Not too bad with one good arm, so I’ll take it
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Took me two full days with leftover building materials from the house, but I’m proud of myself. I’ll be adding a few finishing touches and then moving on to building the adjoining chicken run this weekend After that; I ain’t building nothing else!
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This is a facebook message between myself and my older cousin. I have not seen this cousin since around 2015/16. She was born, raised, and currently still lives in Louisiana. I did call the number and it was an inmate call service. I also visited Madison Parish Detention Center online and checked their inmate roster
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This 100% kicked my ass! But I’m proud of myself. Cool weather crop ready! Cockeyed bunny proof (hopefully)
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Yet another grocery store sighting. This time 12 hours away. This is a friend of mine whom I’m speaking to on Facebook.
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The first sugar baby watermelon from my garden it’s SO delish! The tomatoes, squash, zucchini, bell peppers, and banana peppers were delish also…to the family of rabbits living on the north side of the property. At first, it was cute to walk up on them snatching a baby squash or two! “Aww, go ahead little
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This turned out much cuter than I expected it to. And it will double as a fire pit for winter.
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Remember the creepy flooded storm cellar from last year when I couldn’t decided if it was salvageable or if I should just padlock it and leave it alone? And ya’ll told me to deadbolt it and never revist it again 🙂 Welp, I didn’t listen! *shocking, I know* and it turns out, we now have
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July 2022 – easily the hardest day to-date for my family. My husband and I have been together for 11 years. Our house build was almost complete, our first grandchild was just born, it took until my 40’s to finally feel a sense of safety and security. Life was coming together. Until it wasn’t. After
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We are making progress but nobody told me insulation would be $2K 3 months ago this would have cost us $900. Idk who I need to speak to about this, but I’m ready to file my complaint
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For obvious reasons, I’m a very guarded person. I don’t trust many ppl and the few I do trust, when they recommend something, I listen. During covid, a friend of mine reached out with the contact info of a LightWorker. This friend had an established trust with this LW and suggested I give the LW
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I am now 41, and my first born is 21. This is a screenshot of our text conversation. Harp’s is a grocery store. Her friend is an ambulance driver.
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So, I’ve been doing a thing…and wondering if any of my friends here have ever bought an acre of land, tore down an old dilapidated house on the property, installed a septic system, and started from absolute scratch building a home? I’m under contract on this land contingent upon the health dept clearing my permits,
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We constantly train at home and Oliver constantly resists against it. But then when we have to come out in public he’s such a good puppy. He sits and lays down when asked. He never barks. Doesn’t pull away. And won’t leave my side. I was hesitant to get a new puppy after Gabe, but
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Meet 9 wk old Great Pyrenees, Oliver. He needed a home asap, so he lives here now
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Dec 12, 2019 I was sitting on my couch in the living room, folding laundry. It’s late, everyone is in bed asleep. I hear what sounds like faint electrical zapping…. This sound was coming from the kitchen area. I grab my phone off the coffee table and start recording. I’m still on the couch, phone
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I hope everyone is enjoying their Saturday! Meet Gabe! He’s a rescue Great Dane we’ve had since he was 2 but my old guy is 9 now. He’s a Reverse Brindle Dane but now a days he’s mostly just turning grey like his mom His fav place to hang outside is the trampoline. He’s terrified
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I am 38. My kids are now 19, 16, and 13. I’ve been remarried now for 4.5 years. I’m in my home office working. Someone was knocking on my front door. I thought I heard it, wasn’t sure and I kept working. They knock again and I hear it, so I get up to go
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In the mail I received a check written out to me for $21.70 from a local hospital. In the memo it stated ‘refund’. Knowing I haven’t been to the hospital, I called the billing office. The woman proceeds to tell me that a payment was made on ‘my’ account in cash. She transfers me to
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My BF and I have gotten married. My oldest was 13/14. This particular night she was in her room while the rest of us were in the front of the house. We heard sirens close to our house and we went outside to be nosey. All of us, except my oldest, were out in the
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I am 33 years old. After lots of discussion, I decided to move from the house I was in and into a new place. My BF and I decided to move in together. He felt unsettled and convinced that a house change would fix the ‘issue’. We were there for a few months on this
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I am 32 years old. I was upstairs in my bedroom with the TV on and doing some laundry, when my boyfriend stopped by. I yelled down to him that I was upstairs. I had just put all the laundry away and turned the TV off when he walked up. After a while of hanging
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I am 31 years old, and I am dating again. I had just gotten home from buying groceries. The kid’s hadn’t gotten off the bus yet, but they would soon, so I started a pot of homemade soup on the stove while unpacking the groceries from the grocery bags. The canned foods were all out
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A bit after we moved into our new place after the fire, I went to a local ‘rent to own’ furniture store and got us a living room furniture set. At this time I’d been making monthly payments on the set for about a year. One afternoon, I went into the store to make my
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I was doing odd jobs working from home online and keeping us afloat. We were in a new rental house and trying to replace all of our things. My car was on the fritz and needed repairs. So, I was going to be short on my August rent. One night after I put the kids
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My kids and I move into a new place closer to a new job I am scheduled to start the following week after Easter. It’s Easter morning and I’m cooking. I realize I don’t have butter even though I clearly remember getting it. I check my receipt and the butter is on there. I load
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I am now 29. I have 3 children. Ages 9, 6, and 3. I am divorced and I have moved away from the general area where I grew up. Their father still lives there. The kids and I live about 4 hours North of all our family. It’s summer break and the kids are back
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I am 24 years old. I frequented a specific gas station each morning on my way to work. Very small town. 1 gas station there. There is a local man with a learning disability that also frequents this gas station. He’s probably in his 30’s but is fully dependent on his mother who works at
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My first born child is 3 years old. From around 2-4 years old, she would have screaming fits in the middle of the night. She would be adamant that there was a tall, thin man in black at the foot of her bed. She was afraid of the man although she never expressed he caused
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I am 20 years old. I am married with a 1 month old baby. I’m housebound, not getting out with the baby at all. I woke up that morning and contemplated heading out to the grocery store. I made a grocery list, but I was exhausted and decided instead to call my husband and ask
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16 years old. I’m at home and my parents and little sister leave to go to the store. They drive my moms car. We live in a rural area, about 30 mins to the store. House phone rings and a very ‘professional’ sounding man asks for me by name and then tells me he’s a
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I am 14 years old, at home with my parents on a weekend. It’s evening time and our house phone rings. My dad answers, and it’s my uncle. He tells my dad that he saw me at the local walmart earlier that day. He speaks to me but I seem dodgy, avoiding him, and wouldn’t
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14 years old – My grandfather was dying. He was in the hospital and I went to see him. I was in the room with him and he didn’t know who I was. He was coherent, just not in his “right mind” as some would say. He was in the hospital bed which was leaned
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I am 11 years old. My little sister was about a year old. Two years prior, my mom and I had moved to the small town my Dad had been working in, just a few hours south of where I was originally raised (up until this point). I do not recall the last time I
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I was 6 years old, in 1st grade. My dad worked out of town and he stayed in a small pull-behind camper. On weekends he would make the drive back home to see us. I was an only child at that time. Sometimes on the weekend, if my Dad had put in a lot of
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