My deepest apologies

Hi everyone…first I want to apologize for the radio silence.

I left the blog and email completely to a take much needed mental break.

When I finally checked the blog email, I was floored by how many of you have reached out to check on me…then I was instantly overwhelmed with the feeling that I disappointed everyone by taking a break without letting you all know.

I sincerely apologize for my absence and to be honest, I had no idea you all were so invested here. In my mind, at the time, it never occurred to me that anyone would really even notice.

The “weird” side of life has been completely uneventful these past few months aside from small things here and there.

For me…that’s been a relief I cannot even put into words.

I’ve spent the majority of the past few months completely grounding myself and learning how to implement boundaries with the things that cannot be explained.

It has changed my home life drastically.

I think the absolute anxiety of “how to come back” here kept me in a crippled state for a few weeks leading up to this very moment when I just decided to come make a post with whatever words flow out of my fingertips.

But please know, I’m safe, my family is well, and I’m still pushing forward.

In the future, should I need a break, I’ll be sure to do correctly and let you all know.

Thank you so very much for all the check-ins and messages of support and love.

It really put things into perspective for me, as far as the blog is concerned and the connection we’ve all sort of built here…even if I failed to recognize that before.

I will be back. I’ll set time aside moving forward to post updates about the past few months.

And thank you all for sticking around. I truly mean that.

5 responses to “My deepest apologies”

  1. Club334me2 Avatar
    Club334me2

    So very happy to hear that you are doing good! I missed your posts 🙂

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  2. So ppleased to hear you and family are OK. That the “weird” side of life has calmed down a lot. I am pleased to hear you are putting boundaries in place to protect you and your home.

    We all need a mental break every now and again.

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    Club334me2

    I did worry about you! I look forward to reading your posts, and I am so happy to hear you are back and doing good!!

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  4. No need to apologise! You don’t owe me anything! I was just worried that the knocking thing got you and the grandson. It sounds like the break was good for you. A thought – I’ve heard that things can be spoken or thought into being. If weird occurrences start happening again, maybe try not talking / thinking about it again, even if it means an absence on here… see if it settles down again. Your safety comes first x

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  5. ggrainger Avatar
    ggrainger

    I had inferred that you would be taking a mental health break, though I was starting to wonder if you intended to return. I was overenjoyed to see the email pop into my inbox!

    I’ve missed hearing about your life and I’ve missed your writing in general. Welcome back! I’m glad that life has calmed down for you and I hope it continues to do so, regardless of what that might mean for this blog.

    Wishing you the best, always

    Gemma

    Xxx

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